Saturday, February 18, 2006 I am sitting at backroom with nothing much to do.. The workload during weekday seems more sia, but anyway, I only come in here on Thursday, Friday and Saturday.Am being force to go on leave for 4 days next week. Aiya, like that means that when I really gotta go on leave, I'll have problem. A bit sick what they are doing. Feel like looking for another job. You may say that I wanted to run away from some people, but that is the truth. Haha... Another way of putting it is running away from reality. Coz reality sucks, so I must avoid. Lies are lies. No matter how the words are being twists or whatever, they are just a pack of lies. The feelings are weird, I can't put them in words. Only my heart knows how it feels like. I guess that is part of growing up, an experience that one will get along the way... I do really learn from it. It teaches me a harsh lesson, and maybe that is what I really need. I am still confuse at how he lied with eyes open and telling me that he never tells lie.. The way he looks when he is lying, I'll never forget. He stares hard like he is an innocent boy hoping for someone to understand and believe him. He is a package of lies and shit. Oh God... Is this the way you teach your 'belove son'? I really doubt if he learns anything from you. Open the eyes of the gf tho. After all the craps I tok, I'll still end up in the car listening to amazing lies. Wooo... That's really madness. The bottom line is that I had never met anyone worse that him. I hope he would be the last one coz I dun wanna meet ANYBODY ELSE! THEREFORE, MAY ALL OF YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THE TIME BEING AND STOP PESTERING ME! |
I believe - The past is not for us to dwell on. Move on when it's time, for not anyone, but yourself. Eyes make me blind - Myself Simple girlie, 21 going 22, Gemini likes... Friends, DancingToMyBeat, RetrO, Chcolate, Lavender, FreedOm, Truth, PurpLe, HugoBoss, TheatreArts, VirginSuicides, Reading wishes for... Nothing much. I just want to be happy. hugo boss">hugo boss">hugo boss">Hugo Bosss [Deep Red], student card of NAFA archives February 2005 Other People ---- links my pixies!
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