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Tuesday, April 26, 2005 25 ApriL 2005I saw Alvin today. (^(oo)^) Was reminded of Dr PiG, stew rabbit, doodles drew by him to me =D, looonng MSN chats, IS projects, tennis, ice-skating, rollarblading, elves names, all stuffs we talked about... It was a pleasent surprise. =) (-(oo)-) Hmmm... don't really know what is the right way to express how I feel when I saw him, one thing for sure... I am very very HAPPY! =D~~~ Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity. School's starting soon tho I have no idea when. If I told you that I am not at all bothered by it, I lied. Putting up a brave front is a norm for me. A norm that will eventually led to some true stuffs tho, congrats me on that =) I am scare. Scare of hearing questions like 'eh, why are you here?', ' I thought you grad?'... They are just asking the obvious. Are they expecting an answer like 'oh, I love NP too much, so I just wanna visit it more often cause I am too free.' or stuffs like 'I miss gerry cheong and hope to see him again.' ... I shall wear a tag indicating that I repeat. I am scare. I am scare of bumping into ML and her friends when I am alone. It spoils her day no doubt, but it will definetly spoil mine. Half a day the most. I am scare. I am scare of pair/group work. Who shall I pair up with? Whose group shall I join? Haizz... I have enrolled in a course at a private school, something which I really like and keen on. I hope I can do well. In fact, it's more of like I MUST do well. The fees are expensive. This is the route I wanted and choose, it determines and shape my future in a way. I will not let my Mom down. =) I hope to say good bye to those rotten times in Np, but the fact is that I can't. Maybe I shall be glad that the time I spend in school will be lesser. Always look on the bright side of life =) I will have a way out. |
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I believe - The past is not for us to dwell on. Move on when it's time, for not anyone, but yourself. Eyes make me blind - Myself Simple girlie, 21 going 22, Gemini likes... Friends, DancingToMyBeat, RetrO, Chcolate, Lavender, FreedOm, Truth, PurpLe, HugoBoss, TheatreArts, VirginSuicides, Reading wishes for... Nothing much. I just want to be happy. hugo boss">hugo boss">hugo boss">Hugo Bosss [Deep Red], student card of NAFA archives February 2005 Other People ---- links my pixies!
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