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Tuesday, March 29, 2005 oh... I have yet to get started on my wna revision. It feels bad having to study all term 1 & 2 topics all over again when I thought I was able to pass the last test.My mind is reluntant to get anything started actually. Haha. Give me the freedom to fail... *I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me -Till then I walk alone-
Anyway, my exams ending soon!!! Officially on Sat, but thanks to CEMS, it will ends on Mon... Nevermind, just a while more! =D =D =D Yippe!!! Happy ~~~ =) It will be relaxing, shopping and taking driving lesson with TwinkieDarL =E lalala... I'll be ok go find your love today Searching everywhere A lot of sunshine's waiting for you Don't be afraid You'll find your love one day Tell me that you do your best for I believe in your faith I can see a burning flame It is your future waiting for you Believe in what you do and you will be ok
Sunday, March 27, 2005 Accompanied Susan for her lunchbreak before meeting up with Val yesterday. Argh... Poor me, my shoe almost took my life. I sat at some place and refused to move for a few minutes. In the end, I bought plasters for my poor feets.Val and I got a bad half day! Haiz.. I am better tho. there was this ah beng who knocked her head with a birthday cake and another ah beng behind actually told the one in front not to say sorry as he said val was the one who knocked over! The key word here are 'he said'.Oh man... Why do this guys exist? We were really shocked and pissed. Had an early 21th birthday celebration for Jericho at his place yesterday! His family members are really friendly and made us feel really welcome =) We had fun at his place gambling with his relatives although my luck was so bad =( I think it was used up when i was playing manjong! Haha... VaL, WJ, LianWei & I sat at Jelly's void deck and chit chatted. It was fun! They were talking about 'bi xian' and well... I never tried it before, so I am kinda interested in their story. LianWei's expression was so scary! Grrr... WJ sent ALL of us back home after that! bukit panjang, bishan, amk, woodlands, jurong, blah blah... Thanks FJJ!! =D I love the wind on my face when the car's window being wind down! The feeling is so good, it tastes somehow like.... freedom to me =) [applicable only at night] Got home late and mom scolded me again... =( But I still insisted on watching the vcds. Haha... Am attracted to M2M's songs. Reminds me of secondary school days! Lotsa birthday celebrations recently. JunWen's birthday falls on the following Sat and Bowei told me it will be at ECP. Jason's birthday falls on the following following Sat =) Lazy and comfy afternoon. Am watching 'Sunshine Heartbeat' again. p/s: Sorry Ah Xin! Can't go J8 accompany you for lunch, but I still love you =) Pretty Boy-M2M I lie awake at night See things in black and white I've only got you inside my mind You know you have made me blind I lie awake and pray That you will look my way I have all this longing in my heart I knew it right from the start Chorus: Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you I used to write your name And put it in a frame And sometime I think I hear you call Right from my bedroom wall You stay a little while And touch me with your smile And what can I say to make you mine To reach out for you in time Chorus: Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you Bridge Oh pretty boy Say you love me too Chorus: Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you Friday, March 25, 2005 24March 2005Finally met up with Susan! Chit chatted in Lau pa Sat while she is waiting for her darLing! Lol... Anyway... Susan, remember to bring my Panasonic strap on Sat okay! I'll go visit you! Haha.. Happy working with Ben! Oh... How threatening I am to someone... I never know I have the power to do so... Her blood boils at the sight of me. Too bad and sad case for her. I don't feel a thing anymore. Today =) [Good Friday] Went 'shao mu' with my family today. It's a tranditional thing that we will go 'shao mu' on good friday every year, minus that year that Singapore being hit by SARS. (The adults went on their own...) haha... I got all warm and sweaty and stinky! My cousins and I headed down to Suntec for Baby Brandon's presents while the adults went back to 2nd uncle's house!! We shopped and bought for Baby Brandon a lot of toys! Haha... And well... He's still inside his mommy's womb. He has got a bunch of kiasu uncles and aunties! Hahaha... I am dead tired and I think I ate too much today. Ha... How to differeciate you now? Good night. Wednesday, March 23, 2005 that wna moron obviously has an issue with DarL and me. he makes our life difficult. it is really bad. I dislike him.DarL brought q-mor girl out today! We went to mac and she played in the playground. she looks so cute and sweet with 2 pig tails! Haha.. Hyper-active little girl! (DarL, bring her out more often lei! Her sis also can, if not she cries... Poor thing...) Haha.. Took some pictures with q-mor girl! =D upload some later. I wish to be a 3 years-old little girl. SS is not easy. Even tho there are meltyKiss and some other ulu brand chcolates around, I am still sleepy... Good luck to me. I wonder how am I going to get through all this and get out of np... Argh... Next few Saturdays will be interesting =) Full of programs! and ben said I can rest for 3 weekends! which also means that $441.00 will kiss me good-bye... I shall request for him to let me work on weekdays. good luck Sunday, March 20, 2005 18 March 2005Can't afford to be late for work tomorrow. Being warned by Ben because I ganna complain by some don't-know-who. Haha... He likes putting me in town recently, with all the spot checks and blah blah... Stress up... I hope tomorrow will be fun tho! It's a starhub roadshow. Some people elimilate someone for me, but I feel funny still anyways. I don't know.. Will Team up with a guy name Titus, don't know who he is, but heard that he is quite power. Haha.. 19 March 2005 < HaPpY 65th BirThday to my uncLe!> I hope he stays healthy always! =) Roadshow is not fun. Hot, sweaty and tired. Being bullied by the head of seimens today. They (a group of more than 5 middle age man) dropped my phone (D500 w soundmate) on the floor. They smelled like they just drank, stinks. One of them later told me to tell Longshank(Samsung's head) that seimens head came and dropped my phone. I briefly smiled at them and walked away with my D500. It's such an insult, to that group of man. (Not me nor Samsung) Titus is powerful, at being lazy. 20 March 2005 Went for lunch with about 10 promoters from all over town today. A few panasonic, motorola, Sony Ericsson, seimens, blah blah... My first time with such a hugh group! Wait for each other in lucky plaza and headed for chicken rice. lol... Tired and there is test tomorrow. =( Continue to defense me. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- I don't Wanna Know Somebody said they saw you The person you were kissing wasn't me And I would never ask you I just kept it to myself I don't wanna know If you're playin' me, keep it on the low Cause my heart can't take it anymore And if your creepin, please don't let it show Oh baby, I don't wanna know Oh baby I think about it when I hold you When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe I don't need to know the truth Baby keep it to yourself I don't wanna know If you're playin' me, keep it on the low Cause my heart can't take it anymore And if your creepin, please don't let it show Oh baby, I don't wanna know -------------------------------------------------------------------- The Reason - Hoobastank I'm not a perfect person As many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a resaon for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You [x4] I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Here without you - 3 Doors down A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same All the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, there's only you and me. The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go. I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl, there's only you and me. Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done. It gets hard but it won't take away my love I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl, there's only you and me
Tuesday, March 15, 2005 Argh... I am a whiner this days and still will be for... ???It's better to pen down some of my thoughts before I get suffocated by them running wild! Haha.. But could words really describe how one feels?? It should be pretty impossible. (At times that is =D) Expressions or actions says more than a letter/entry full of words. I just find it hard to show how much I care. I am lousy at that. Most of the time, I only know how to smile or to keep quiet. Haiz... Pretend pretend hor darL =E Haha... You know how sometimes we feel that certain things are not there. (When they actually are) Or maybe it a feeling we once shared and now wonder if it's all for real. I am having this feeling towards a certain someone. It makes me feel sad. Anyway, am feeling a teensy winsy envious of my friends who got the chance to watch Disney on Ice. Cinderalla, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, etc... One commented that I am not realistic =( It's not the point of being realistic or not or running away from anything. It's just to have a taste of childhood sweetness again. =) I had been to Disney on Ice when I was in primary school. It's fun =) I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking, Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter When you come close to selling out reconsider Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance... I hope you dance
I am glad I didn't work in Suntec IT show last weekend! Don't wish to be affected. =)
Friday, March 11, 2005 Don't be stubborn. It doesn't help at all.Say it when you are hurt. Give your soul a deserving break. Stand up. I know it's not easy. " Time will help you " is what most people had said. It sounds annoying. Apparently, it has never been more true. --------------------------------------------------- Had dinner with my ever-dearest Xin & DarL! =D Shopped around after dinner and I got for myself a pouch. Looks cute with that cat on it. I can't remember the reason for buying it. Stupid. DarL and me decided to take our driving lesson after we grad! Haha.. Hi-5 darL! =E I am hungry now. Apparently I am hungry all the time. A bad boy commented that he finds me fat. FAT! Oh well... I shall look after my diet then. I shall cut down on ice-cream, chcolates, sushi, squid rings, crab nuggets, bubble tea,blah blah blah... =( basically all junk food that I always indulge in... Poor me. =( Can't bear to boycott any food... =( I realised that there is another hugh patch of blue black on my leg. My Mom rubbed for me just now... PainfuL... I will not be so clusmy in the future. I am bored. Not working tomorrow. I hate ben, he forces me to work when I don't feel like it and forces me to take off when I refuse to. I can't think of what to do tomorrow. I become dumb whenever I am off. Laugh at me. I will be angry. =) Haha... It's raining now. A complete opposition of what I am dreaming about. My mind drifted to somewhere faraway with sunshine, the crystal clear sea, soft white sand and the horizon that seprates the ocean and sky while I was in my LAN class. (Please take note DarL and VaL! Not Sentosa or tekong okay!) Uploaded a few pictures taken on wed (Trip to Tekong with DarL =E) Look on your left, scroll down and look under my links. =) It features my new friend, Steven! I took the honour of putting on his cap for him during his POP! Haha... Poor boy... His Mommy is not in town, therefore, I took over! (Calls me Mommy boy! =P) o9 March Today is the 1st time I stepped into our solider's land ---->> Palau Tekong! Accompany DarL to her BB boy's POP... lol... No doubt, it was warm! I thought I would be cooked at the end of the day! I am glad I never choose a dark color top =) I regreted wearing red too! The color is too bright. In normal circumstances, I would say that red is a really nice color to be wear on, but when you fell down wearing such bright color.... It will be another story. =) Yes, WanLing fell down, and of ALL places, in the army camp! Stupid army camp! I got a big big blue black near my knee cap now... =( It must be the curse that I casted on gerry cheong rebouncing back! Haha... =X 1o March At last, after much struggle and tears... =( The ever-so-stupid wna assignment is over. Hope he will not fail us... Caught the movie 'boomeyman' with Ming at Lido after school. A good one if not for all those whacking parts near the end of the movie. It scares the hell of out him! I felt so 'man' after the movie! Haha.. He was afraid of going home early as his mom n bro were at his aunt's place, so I cheated him into sending me home! Haha.. He actually told me he felt giddy when we reached AMK! I think he has to sleep with lights on tonight =) Ending my student's life in a few weeks time. Deep inside, I am worried. Everything is uncertain, except maybe the fact that I can't persue the diploma in Theatre Arts which is a real disappointment to me =( It far too expensive. I have to thank JunJie for telling me that passion doesn't earns me a living. I can't be so selfish and I have to spare a thought for my Mom. I will have to get a job with stable income. I seriously have no idea of what to do in the future considering the facts of my all-D results. It's okay, I'll talk my way to get a job I want =) I talked to DJD on the phone just now and she reminded me to mention this. =) Wednesday, March 09, 2005 I am being buried alive! By all the amazingly hardcore assignments. Stayed back in school after my SS test with DarL, Val, WaiJie and GuoYuan.... Argh... =( So tired...I hope to do well for the SS test. =) Uploaded some pictures! Go to my pixies and view then if you want! =P 
Saturday, March 05, 2005 Am at Edmund's house now... Haha...Nothing for me to do... They are playing manjong outside... Hock's so keen on gambling! Ha... Maybe I should learn how to play =) Met up with Ming, Nick and Kel at youth park earlier. Gosh... The 3 of them seems to be suffering from PMS! Very bad PMS! Especially Nick. Haha... They wanted to go jamming but can't decide where is the best place. The irritated look on their faces are SO funny! I can't help laughing. =/ I saw them again. Out of a million people, I had to bump into them. I HAD TO. A boring sunny Saturday afternoon. Here I am looking at my dearest laptop and dwelling in the mist of class 95 and 93.3, indulging in my ever-favourite mint ice-cream bought from the ding dong man days back. It tastes even better than Swensens. =) I have officially wasted half my day watching some stupid romantic taiwan shows that seems so out of reality. Feels like visiting the swimming pool near my house, laziness stopped me. Feels like going to the beach, sun-tanning! Anyone? Today is a fine day. A day filled with disappointments tho. I am fine. Nevertheless, I still dislike Gerry Cheong. I hope he falls when he walks! |
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