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Wednesday, February 09, 2005 Had reunion dinner (steamboat) at my Auntie's place just now. It has been quite some time since I went down for dinner already... Miss my Auntie and Uncle =) There's reasons for me not wanting to go down tho... My mind snapped somewhere during, or is it after the dinner I think... I wonder where is my Dad all of a sudden, is he having dinner with anyone or is he having dinner alone... This is the fifth year after they divorce, maybe hatred fades with time (just like their love), or is it because of any other reasons?? I don't know... I foresee troubles on Thrusday... I'll be visiting my grandma. Why can't my Mom just understand that an old lady can't help much in those chaotic situation? She is too old and weak to say anything then... Argh...Chinese New Year used to be of so much fun, but somehow I just HATE it this year! Visitations are a pain in the ass. I loathe the way I know I will be faking my smile. I am just pretending. Many thanks to my Mom... I feel that they dislike me. Don't ask me why. Anyone cares to plan a 'run-away' for me tomorrow [ 初一] ? Apart from all those sickening visitations, lots of assignments are waiting to be complete. haizz... There's not even a single break for me, got to work during weekends as well... Life is so pack! I need a breather. Well, am not in a good mood lately. Something's just clinging on to me, the trouble here is that I can't even figure out what is that thing. Wth... So irritating, just after the 'wars' with that girl and her friends, it's not even completely settled yet I would say (I blame him) and some new trouble found =) Crazy.  Happy New Year!!!!
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I believe - The past is not for us to dwell on. Move on when it's time, for not anyone, but yourself. Eyes make me blind - Myself Simple girlie, 21 going 22, Gemini likes... Friends, DancingToMyBeat, RetrO, Chcolate, Lavender, FreedOm, Truth, PurpLe, HugoBoss, TheatreArts, VirginSuicides, Reading wishes for... Nothing much. I just want to be happy. hugo boss">hugo boss">hugo boss">Hugo Bosss [Deep Red], student card of NAFA archives February 2005 Other People ---- links my pixies!
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