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Saturday, February 05, 2005

Although I hated it, I shall stop it here. Anyway, I got a great desire to eat people now. I am not angry at anyone, but myself. for being ever-so-stupid. WanLing and relationships doesn't mixed. Get it clear girlie =)

This past and current week has been tainted. My heart as well. What happened... Makes me feel more dead and stupid than ever. I feel nothing towards any relationship anymore. It's okay, I will be fine.

I am reading this book call 'man and boy' by Tony Parsons recently. This book just relates to me in one way or another... Or maybe it's the thoughts of Harry and Gina(the charaters in the book) that got me thinking.. Some verses caught my attention, and I'll read it over and over again.

'You want me to be. And I want to be, I really do. But just wanting something doesn't make it true.'

'I had heard somewhere that a problem at work is like a plane crash that you can walk away from. It's not like your home life, where you can't get away from your problems, no matter how far you run.'

'The one who cares the least is the one with all the power.'

'................................... and I've worked out that nobody is interested in a woman who stays at home with her child. Not even her husband. Especially not her husband. I'm so boring, he has to sleep around.'

' This is how it works, I thought. You break up and your child becomes a kind of castaway, set adrift in a sea of daytime television and ducked responsibilities. Welcome to the lousy morden world where the parent you live with is a distant, contemptible figure and the parent you don't live with feels guitly enough to grant you asylum anytime things get too tense at home.'

'Of course I love you, ..... But I'm not in love with you.'

'Love is what's left when being in love has gone, okay? It's when you care about someone and you hope they're happy, but you're not under any illusions about them. Maybe that kind of love is not exciting and passionate and all those things that fade with time. All those things that you're so keen on. But in the end it's the only kind of love that really matters.'

The above were some of the phrases that puts me on my thinking cap. Not yet finish reading tho... A nice novel.

[ Me ] | 11:25 AM | Comment(s)

I believe

- The past is not for us to dwell on. Move on when it's time, for not anyone, but yourself. Eyes make me blind -

Myself

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